Friday, June 25, 2010

Women's Health highlights, May 2010 issue

OK, it's two months after the fact but I've got to say: I love Women's Health magazine! And that May issue was jam-packed with interesting, helpful info. Here are my fave tidbits:

• From the Jillian Michaels cover story -- top training tips:
1. Change up your workout routines as often as possible to keep seeing results. If you stick with one thing, you'll plateau. This is totally in line with a study I recently read about that said women who did shorter and less frequent high-intensity intervals-based cardio workouts lost more weight than women who did longer, more frequent steady-state cardio workouts. I've been putting that into practice on the elliptical trainer and stairclimber at the gym, building in five one-minute sprints, with a minute of recovery time, in the middle of the hour-long workout. I've also been doing longer intervals -- five minutes at a higher heart rate, five minutes at a lower one.

2. Increase the intensity. Jillian suggests working out at 85% of your max heart rate. (Max is 220 minus your age. That makes my max 178; 85% of that is 151. Wow, is that right? I work out above that all the time.)

3. Do cardio intervals between weight training sets. I love this idea! I'm going to try jumping jacks, jump squats and/or mountain climbers between sets.

4. Buy a heart rate monitor. Already got one, so I'm good there. But Jillian suggests using it to track calorie burn and comparing the burn different activities. I'm not sure if my Garmin tracks calories burned when the GPS feature is turned off ... which makes it not so useful on the elliptical. I'll have to check into that.

5. Eat three meals a day, plus a snack. Jillian thinks the currently popular "5-6 small meals" plan is bullshit.

6. Eat Greek yogurt instead of regular. I'm already doing that so again, I'm good there. But this recipe Jillian suggested sounds good:
1 cup uncooked quinoa rinsed and drained
1/4 cup whole flaxseed
1 tablespoon honey
1 tablespoon olive oil

Mix and spread on a baking sheet, bake in a 375º degree oven until lightly browned. Let cool, crumble and add 2 tablespoons to half a cup of nonfat plain Greek yogurt along with fresh berries. Drizzle honey on top.

7. Increase veggie intake. Duh.

8. Try coconut milk. It's healthier than rice milk and has more calcium and Vitamin D than regular dairy.

• The magazine had an interesting article on whether being overweight is bad for you (depends on how overweight and what your fitness level/diet/lifestyle are like). It also said that more doctors are looking beyond BMI for a gauge of health. They're using these indicators:
1. Blood pressure in a range of 90/60 to 120/80. (I don't know mine, but it's always fine when I go to the doctor.)
2. Resting heart rate of 60-100 beats per minute. (I took mine yesterday morning and it came in at 156. I'm going to try to do it regularly to get a general sense of where I'm at.)
3. Cholesterol: LDL below 100, HDL above 50, VLDL under 40, triglycerides below 150. (I have no idea what any of these numbers mean, let alone where I fall.)
4. Fasting blood glucose of 70-100. (See #3, above.)
5. Waist-to-hip ratio of 0.6 to 0.8. Here's how to check it: Wrap a measuring tape around the narrowest part of stomach, then do the widest part of your hips and butt. Divide the first number by the second. (I have done this yet but will plan to soon!)

• How yummy does this pesto popcorn recipe sound? Put 2 tablespoons vegetable oil in a large, deep saucepan (6 quarts or so). Turn heat to medium, add 3 kernels of popping corn, and cover. When kernels pop, remove the lid and add 1/2 a cup of popping corn. Cover. With the lid on, shake the pot. Cook, shaking occasionally, until the popping sounds stop, about 5 minutes. Meanwhile, put 2 tablespoons olive oil and 1 tablespoon minced garlic in a small saucepan over medium-low heat. Cook garlic until soft and golden, about 2 minutes. Pour popcorn into a large bowl, then drizzle the olive oil over the popcorn, straining out the garlic pieces. Toss popcorn with 1/2 cup chopped basil, 1/4 cup toasted pine nuts, 1/2 cup grated Parmesan and salt and pepper to taste. Yum!

• Two more easy, yummy-sounding desserts:
1. Easy affogato: 1/2 tablespoon Kahlua, 2 tablespoons hot espresso, 1/2 cup vanilla frozen yogurt. Place the yogurt into a serving dish. Stir liqueur into the espresso, pour over the yogurt.
2. Blueberry-almond turtles: 7 tablespoons bittersweet chocolate chips, 1/4 cup dried blueberries, 1/4 cup sliced almonds. Microwave chocolate in a glass bowl for 60-75 seconds or until melted. Stir in blueberries and nuts, then drop 5 rounded tablespoons onto parchment paper. Cool in refrigerator until firm.

Thoughts about rest

I just read another interesting article about the importance of rest and downtime:


It was perfect for me because I've been doing a lot of thinking about this topic lately, pretty much ever since I simultaneously took a break running and lost my weightlifting partner. For the most part, I've just been floating along -- still working out, of course, but without defined goals, a structured program, or the sense of purpose that I'm used to.

And what I've noticed is that, without a program or schedule to adhere to, it's all too easy to slack off -- to shave 10 or 15 minutes off a workout, reduce the number of sets or reps, cut out a section of a weightlifting routine, or skip exercising altogether. I confess, it's been hard to motivate myself to get to the gym now that I'm not actively working toward something.

But I've also made an important realization about myself: I don't know the difference between slacking and moderation. I've gotten so accustomed to constantly pushing and building that I don't really know how to slow it down and take a step back without feeling like I'm being lazy. The article I linked to above expresses really eloquently the importance of rest, recovery and downtime -- and I am the first to pay lip service to those things. In my head, I know that they're an important element in any training cycle (and again, I love how the article's author wrote about it).

But the problem is that slowing down never feels right to me. I never feel like I've earned it. And I'm always worried that if I slow down too much, I will lose fitness and gain weight -- that I'll be right back where I started from when I first became interested in fitness six years ago.

I wish I could offer a nice pat conclusion to this. Instead, all I can say is that I'll keep trying. Or maybe it's more accurate to say that I'll try to keep it in mind. Even today, with a packed schedule, an aching heel and five consecutive days of exercise behind me, I feel torn about the idea of taking a rest day. I'm not sure if I will. I'd been toying with the thought of skipping my rest day altogether this week, just because I haven't been running or working as hard on my weightlifting. Is that wise? I don't know. It's just like I said: I can't tell the difference between moderation and slacking. And I think it would be good to figure it out, or connect with someone else who can.

Barefoot running injuries

Just read an interesting article about barefoot running injuries being on the rise:


The facts aren't in on whether barefoot running is actually causing the injuries or if the epidemic is coming from more runners trying barefoot running (more participants = a higher number of injuries).

But the article does make some compelling arguments for the idea that barefoot running can lead to an increased risk of injury. The injury that's most commonly seen in barefoot runners is plantar fasciitis, so of course that got my attention. According to the article, plantar fasciitis accounts for less than 15% of all running-related injuries, but over 90% of all barefoot-running-related injuries. That's certainly food for thought. It also made me remember that I first really started noticing my heel pain after I took a Zumba class at the gym -- and did most of it in my bare feet. Interesting.

It also points out a serious flaw in the chief argument of the book "Born to Run" -- that human beings are made to run long distances. And, by extension, that the best way to do that is in bare feet. The article quotes an expert who says, "If we say everyone is built to run barefoot, we should also say that everyone is built to fly a fighter jet without glasses. Except we don't all have 20/20 vision." In a nutshell, he's pointing out that we're all different -- each with our own strengths and weaknesses. We're not necessarily "born to run," or at least, not born to run barefoot. We can correct our vision with glasses, and can correct issues that impact our ability to run well with the right footwear.

Another reason to keep my shoes on my feet. But also to make sure they're the right ones: the article is very clear that the wrong shoes can also lead to injury, which makes me wonder about the purchase I made last fall ... I never feel quite right when I'm running long distances in those shoes. Could they have contributed to my plantar fasciitis? More thoughts on that to come.

Back in the saddle, right back out

I tried a run yesterday, I just couldn't resist. SuperAthlete J had an 8-miler on her schedule and asked if I wanted to join her for all or part of it. My foot was feeling so much better and I've been missing her so much -- so I agreed with the caveat that I had no idea how far I'd be able to go since I'd have to stop if my foot was hurting.

We agreed on a course and set out -- and my goodness, it felt good to be on my feet like that again. My heel felt a little sore but not painful, so I thought it was safe to trot along. At the crest of our first hill, I did notice a sharp twinge, like everything in my heel had tightened up all at once, but it dissipated after a couple strides and I let it go.

The remainder of the run was uneventful -- as far as my heel was concerned. My breath and endurance were another matter. Funny what a difference just a couple weeks can make. And please bear in mind that I've continued my cardio workouts: I've been on a machine at the gym for at least an hour, six days per week, ever since my last attempt at a run. Still, I definitely noticed a reduction in my conditioning. I had to take some walk breaks on our first major hill. And, by mile 4, I was suffering from what SAJ and I call "the jelly legs."

SAJ and I agreed that she'd continue to the turnaround while I took a break. I'd pick up again when I was ready and rendezvous with her at our favorite bathroom stop, about half a mile away. After a minute of walking, I felt much better and starting running again -- a bit more slowly to try to conserve energy. I made it to the rendezvous point with no trouble and headed inside for a pee break and some water. But truly catching my breath also gave me a chance to realize that I'd developed a nice chafing rash between my legs, not to mention an assortment of blisters. Boo.

I could only assume that the chafing was coming from the weight I worry I've gained since I stopped running. Sweet SAJ assures me that it's because I was running in shorts for the first time this year. Jury's out on that one. We were both in agreement on the blisters, though: it was my first run using the Superfeet inserts -- on a hot day, with thicker socks than usual. My feet just didn't have enough room to move around, and were rubbing inside the shoe in new and unusual ways: thus the blisters. To add insult to injury, my heel started to twinge a bit.

With that third strike against me, I elected to continue on for just another half mile, then split off from SAJ and walk a shortcut route home. Although I felt like a wiener, I think it was the right thing to do. I ended up with a total distance of 7 miles, and I'm guessing I walked slightly less than one of those. Not bad for someone who hasn't taken a run in more than two weeks -- and who last ran 6 miles about a month ago.

My feelings of quasi-victory were short-lived, however: my heel started hurting almost immediately after I got home. I iced it up the wazoo and wore the sock to bed last night ... but had a very gimpy situation on my hands when I got up this morning. It's gotten better over the course of the day but I do think this is telling me that I tried running again a bit too quickly -- or perhaps I went for a longer distance than was advisable. It's back to the elliptical and stairclimber for me for another little bit ... hopefully I'll be able to giving running another shot soon (or at least before it becomes impossible for me to run three miles at a stretch).

Thursday, June 24, 2010

50 marathons in 50 days

I just finished reading “50/50: Secrets I Learned Running 50 Marathons in 50 Days – and How You Too Can Achieve Super Endurance” by Dean Karnazes. He’s a totally amazing badass runner who ran, as you may have guessed from the title, 50 marathons in 50 days – in 50 different states. He’s also done the Western States 100, the Badwater (a 135-miler through Death Valley) and a 199-mile relay as a solo runner. Holy crap.

I also found out that he really didn’t start running serious distances until he was 30 years old. He ran as a kid – he tells a story about how he used to run home from kindergarten and gradually started lengthening his route because he loved it so much – and did cross country in high school. If I remember right, he completed a marathon before he was 15, but he had a bad experience with a coach and stopped running altogether shortly thereafter.

He was still totally active in his teens and 20s, but not with running. Then he had some kind of epiphany on his 30th birthday and headed out for a run after a night out drinking. And I mean immediately after: he came home from the bar, laced up his yardwork sneakers, and headed out. He ended up running all night, something like 28 miles – can you imagine, after not running any distance of consequence for 15 years? – and that kick-started his running obsession. Now he’s a total running maniac, obviously.

Probably needless to say, I was pretty riveted by the book. There were lots of bits that felt particularly useful and/or inspiring to me, so I thought I’d transcribe them for posterity (please note that all boldface type is my emphasis):

injuredrunner.com -- a good resource to identify and treat common running injuries.

"While running a race in Portugal, I noticed that the spectators along the course kept shouting the same phrase over and over: 'Quem corre por gosto, não cansa.' Afterward I asked someone to tell me what it meant. 'Who runs for pleasure never gets tired,' I was told."

"In recent years, steep hill sprints have become popular in the elite ranks of distance running. Of course, they're beneficial for runners of every level. To do them, find the steepest hill around and sprint up it at maximum effort for just ten to twelve seconds. Walk back down and repeat a few times. Try to work up to six to eight reps per outing. Steep hill sprints help build a more powerful stride, and also reduce injury risk by strengthening the running muscles."

• (Note from Anna: I so want to try this -- it's my fantasy to do it this summer if my plantar fasciitis lets up.) "The legendary running couch Jeff Galloway has probably trained more first-time marathoners than anyone. Jeff is a hero of mine and teaches a unique training system that includes regular, brief walking breaks. He's also among the few running coaches who encourage runners training for a marathon to do training runs exceeding 26.2 miles in distance (including the walking breaks). Beginners who follow this advice report that the walking breaks make these 'overdistance' workouts perfectly manageable (provided they do them toward the end of the training process, when they're already pretty fit) and that they're great confidence builders.

I recommend a slight modification to Jeff's approach that I simply call runabout. Inspired by the Australian Aboriginal practice of walkabout, it works like this: After you've put in some good training and built a fairly high level of baseline fitness, pick a weekend morning to set out the door with a running pack containing a credit card, a cell phone, and some fluid and snacks -- maybe also a map or a GPS if you want to get really sophisticated. Choose a direction (say, north) and start running. Keep running until you feel like taking a break. You can jog, walk or hike -- just try to stay on your feet. When you're ready for some more running, go for it. If you see a Starbucks and feel like a latte, stop and grab one. Stick a straw in it and drink as you run.

Try to make a complete day of it. Don't worry about how many miles you actually run. Focus on staying on your feet and on moving forward one way or another, whether it's by running, hiking or walking, for six to eight hours. Mostly, have fun. Not only will you get a great workout and build confidence for an upcoming marathon, but a runabout is also just an interesting way to spend a day.

Personally, I particularly enjoy starting before sunrise and finishing after sunset. Rarely in our modern society do we spend an entire day outside, and there's just something enchanting about watching a day go by from the exterior of a building rather than locked inside."

• Here's what Dean had to say about loss of motivation, and getting yourself out the door for a run: "I face motivation killers just like every other runner. My way of dealing with them is very simple. Psychologists call it projection. Nonpsychologists might call it laying a guilt trip on yourself! I simply think about how much better I will surely feel after running, and I ask myself, 'Do you really want to pass that up?' Over the course of the past 15 years, I have run more than five thousand times. Not once have I ever felt worse after finishing a run than I did before I started. I always feel better after a run. My knowledge of this fact is a great motivator. Whenever I find myself tempted to skip a run for a dubious reason such as bad weather, I just remind myself of that wonderful post-run feeling, and moments later I am out the door. Give it a try. If you're anything like me, you'll be pleased with the results."

"A convenient way to monitor your recovery status is to take your pulse first thing each morning. A pulse rate that is above normal suggests that your body is still working to recover from a recent workout and may require additional rest." (Note from Anna: of course, this assumes that you know your average resting heart rate. I just started taking mine this morning ... I plan to do it every day for a while so I can get a sense of what's usual for me.)

"According to the U.S. Department of Agriculture. the following 20 foods are excellent sources of antioxidants -- nature's recovery potion: small read beans (also called Mexican red beans), blueberries, red kidney beans, pinto beans, kiwi fruit, cranberries, artichokes, blackberries, prunes, raspberries, strawberries, Red Delicious apples, Granny Smith apples, pecans, sweet cherries, black plums, broccoli, black beans, plums, Gala apples."

"Maintaing a diet that's rich in antioxidants and omega-3 fats will help your muscles recover faster after runs. Large amounts of free radicals are released from damaged muscle cells through the inflammation process after runs. These free radicals cause additional tissue damage, which may explain why you may feel sorer one or two days after a hard run than you do immediately afterward. Fruits and vegetables are full of antioxidants your body can use to neutralize free radicals and help limit post-run muscle damage. Omega-3 fats aid in the production of anti-inflammatory compounds that boost the muscle repair process between runs. Good sources of omega-3 fats are salmon, flaxseeds and fish oil supplements."

runnersworld.com has, in Dean's opinion, one of the better calculators that can help project marathon time based on time for a shorter distance.

"I enjoy the challenge of overcoming the pain and suffering of extreme bodily fatigue in my quest to explore how far the human body can go. The thrill I get from testing my mental toughness on the run isn't really much different from the kick others get from testing other strengths, from the ability to shoot a perfect round of golf to the ability to express impassioned emotions through music. The harder I push myself in a run, the more satisfied I am afterward. And it's the same for most runners. Giving 95 percent effort in an event leaves you feeling a little hollow. But when you're hanging out with friends or family, drinking water and stretching after finishing an event in which you know you left it all out there, the feeling of pride and accomplishment can't be beat. You did your best; you gave it everything you had."

"I believe mental toughness comes from your conscious willingness to push aside pain. You can't change your genes or your childhood experiences, but you can control your ability to tolerate increasing discomfort and pain when running hard. Building mental toughness really comes down to saying yes with your heart when your body says no, and getting the job done despite the pain."

"Some runners find that performing technique drills helps them improve their running form. Here's a selection of technique drills to try:

Butt Kicks: Run in place for 30 seconds with your thighs locked in a neutral position and try to kick your butt with your heel on each stride.

High Knees: Run in place for 30 seconds, lifting your knee as high as possible on each stride.

One-Legged Run: Run (hop) on one leg for twenty strides, then switch to the other leg for twenty more."

• To correct overstriding, which is the most common technique error that causes running injuries according to Dean, you must shorten your stride: "Instead of extending your leg ahead of your body and landing heel-first with our foot well in front of your hips, consciously drop your foot to the ground directly underneath your hips. Leaning slightly forward, not at the waist but from the ankles, might help you make this adjustment more easily. At first, it will probably feel strange. Keep at it and soon enough your new stride will be second nature."

"When the early onset of fatigue causes you to have serious doubts about whether you can finish a run, try not to give in to these doubts. Instead, buy some time for a second wind. How do you do that? First, slow down, or even walk. Second, reflect back on any previous experiences when you felt just as bad as you do now, but still managed to get through it, and remind yourself, 'If I could do it then, there's hope.' Finally, don't allow yourself to quit until you've gone at least one step farther than you thought you could go when your doubts emerged." (Note from Anna: I wish this had been fresh in my mind yesterday.)

"Sometimes quitting is necessary. However, you don’t want to quit with that nagging feeling in the back of your mind that perhaps you could have finished after all, if only you hadn’t given up too soon. One way to avoid this scenario is to make the commitment that you won’t stop until the course is officially closed. If you commit to keep going until the course is closed, rather than quitting before time runs out, you will go home with a confident certainty that you truly gave it you all.”

"Some people have the wrong idea about second winds, just as they do about the mythical runner’s high. A second wind will not necessarily make running easy; it just help you continue running hard. It will still hurt. If you pace yourself appropriately and apportion your effort well, your second wind can carry you a measurable distance, maybe even to your stopping point, be it a finish line or your front door. You can’t always count on a second wind. Some days you just have to put your head down and grind it out. Those runs can be the most satisfying ones of all.”

"Many runners operate with a tacit belief that if they don’t have at least 25 or 30 minutes available to run, it’s not even worth bothering to lace up their shoes. That’s not true. An aggressive 10-minute run is worth the effort. You can burn more than 150 calories in a hard 10-minute run, which is also long enough to make a measurable difference in terms of how you feel for the rest of the day. Plus, 10-minute blocks add up quickly. If you do a 10-minute run instead of saying ‘Aww, forget it,’ once every week, you will complete 13 more hours of running over the course of a year – enough to prevent roughly four pounds of weight gain and produce a measurable increase in your cardiovascular health and fitness.

"Adaptability is critical to success in running. Each runner is unique. There is no single formula for running success that works equally well for everyone. Some runners are naturally speedy and struggle to build endurance; others are the opposite. Some runners are injury-resistant, others are injury-prone. Some runners recover quickly from hard workouts while others take longer. To continually improve as a runner, try to really tune in to how your body responds to training and continuously evolve your training methods accordingly. As Charles Darwin has written, ‘It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change.’ ”

"As your running progresses and evolves, try to never lose sight of running for the sheer enjoyment of it. Kids sometimes ask me who the best runner is. ‘The best runner,’ I tell them, ‘is the one who’s having the most fun.’ ”

"One of the best way to adapt your training for improved performance is to identify and attack a weak link in your fitness. Most runners have a clear sense of their greatest fitness weakness. Usually it’s one of three things: lack of speed, lack of endurance, or lack of race fitness (or the ability to sustain faster speeds for prolonged periods of time). Addressing your fitness weaknesses is simple. If your primary weakness is lack of speed, include more high-intensity intervals in your future training. This might come at the expense of duration (going faster for a shorter distance) in the short term, but building speed may boost your cardiovascular fitness to such a degree that your endurance ultimately gets a lift, as well. If your primary weakness is lack of endurance, include more long endurance workouts in your future training. Maybe try dual daily workouts to achieve this end. Running twice a day sometimes makes it easier to build your endurance. And if your primary weakness is lack of race fitness, a great way to work on this quality is to include shorter-distance races as training runs. For instance, if you’re training for a half-marathon, sign up for some 10k races beforehand to build your race fitness. If your goal is a marathon, enter a couple half-marathons beforehand as fast training runs.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Superfeet, who knew?

Oh Superfeet, I love you.

This post is a love song to Superfeet. I know I talked about them in my last post but I want to devote this entire space to Superfeet and how much better they make me feel.

Not necessarily in my running shoes -- although they are quite nice. (And no, I'm not running, I'm Mrs. Elliptical/Sporadic Stairclimber right now. I'm using the term "running shoes" generically, to apply to the shoes I wear when I'm exercising and not running, which is the story of my current life.)

When I really feel the love for Superfeet is when I'm wearing regular old flats or Converse sneakers or any of the many pairs of shoes I own and love that offer absolutely zero support. I thought I was going to have to let them all gather dust and stare at them mournfully while I donned goofy old lady shoes with tons of built-in support ... wrong, wrong, wrong!

God bless the Nordstrom salesperson who told me about the Superfeet street shoe inserts. That's probably not the correct term, but that's what they are: inserts for street shoes. All I need to do is slip them inside a pair of my good-lookin' shoes and I feel like I'm walking around on a cloud of heaven. I actually relish the feeling of my feet inside my shoes and that, I must tell you, is an exceptionally rare experience. One that I can honestly recall having only during the first outing in a great new pair of running shoes, ironically enough. God willing I get to enjoy an experience like that again -- and if I do, I'm sure it will be due in part to Superfeet!

Here's what the new loves of my life look like:

women_s_3_4 | ¾ design easily fits into tighter-fitting dress shoes with heels 1" and lower. No trimming required.

Not very impressive at first sight I know. But, as they say, you can't judge a book by its cover. I'll carry that a step further to say you can't judge Superfeet by their non-inspiring, black molded plastic presentation. You must walk around on top of them to know the joy they bring!

And here is a link to the Superfeet website so you can fall in love with the possibilities yourself:


I want to get everyone I know a pair of Superfeet for Christmas. Joy to the world!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Lost

Via a 1-2 punch, my workout routine has completely disintegrated and as a result, I'm feeling fairly directionless as far as exercise goes. It's really disconcerting.

The first of the two punches? After a couple weeks of denial and false hope, I had to give in and admit that I've got plantar fasciitis. (That's irritation and swelling of the thick tissue on the bottom of the foot, for those of you not in the know. It manifests itself with heel pain that's most frequently felt during the first few steps after getting out of bed in the morning.)

My right heel has been feeling sore for months -- even as far back as marathon training -- but not painful, just like a sore muscle that needed some massage. About a month ago, the heel took a pretty big turn for the worse. It felt deeply bruised and was painful to the touch. It didn't bother me too much while I was running, but the pain was definitely more noticeable after a long or intense run. Like the textbook definition, it was worst during the first few steps each morning. I also noticed that it hurt more when I wore flats (or, sadly, really any kind of cute, non-athletic shoe). But it wasn't unmanageable, so I kept running on it even though the pain gradually increased over time. I hated the idea of losing any conditioning. (I also have a fairly large area of numbness on my left shin, but that's another story. The only thing I'll say is that my doctor recommended almost two months ago that I take a break from running.)

Last weekend, during a getaway with some friends from school, I took a full three rest days in a row. I can't remember the last time I had three consecutive days without a workout. The only exercise I did was a one-hour easy hike. More like a stroll. On the third day, I realized that my heel felt much improved. Noticing the absence of pain helped me realize that the heel had been more painful than I was admitting. Filled with (excessive and unrealistic) optimism, I went for a run on my first day back at home. For the first time, my heel bugged me during the run ... and hurt me more than ever later that day and into the next. It was full-on painful, not just sore or bruised-feeling.

With that, I put my denial to the side and told myself I was going to take a break from running for at least a couple weeks. I solicited advice on Facebook and got myself some Superfeet -- supportive shoe inserts. I thought they were only made for running shoes but it turns out, they've also got 'em for regular street shoes. After slipping them inside my favorite pair of flats, I felt the difference immediately. That was one ray of sunshine ... from what I'd heard, I was supposed to be wearing supportive shoes exclusively. In my mind, supportive = athletic or orthopedic. So I thought I was doomed to walking around looking decidedly uncool until my foot got better. (Not that I look cool in general, but you know what I mean.) So now I'm Lady Superfeet.

I also ordered a therapeutic sock that purports to speed healing by holding the foot in a flexed position and lifting the toes while you sleep at night. It's called the Strassburg sock. I got a couple very enthusiastic recommendations for it, countered with one "don't waste your money," so we'll see if it does anything for me. And I also ordered a book, "The 5-minute Plantar Fasciitis Solution," that was really well-reviewed on Amazon.com. I'm icing my foot more, as well -- although not as much as I probably should be. And then, of course, I'm not running.

That's the hardest part. I honestly feel a sense of grief about it. Maybe that's too strong a word and "emptiness" is better. Weirdly, it reminds me of being in junior high school, when a boyfriend had broken up with me. I'd still get the same urge to call him or talk to him, but then have to remind myself that I couldn't, that we weren't together anymore -- and then I'd feel sad and empty inside. That's what this is like. Yesterday was a beautiful day and I wanted nothing more than to go out for a run ... but I couldn't because of my foot and it discombobulated me to a huge degree. Instead, I went to the gym and got on an elliptical trainer. Until my foot is better, I've promised myself that I'm only going to do non-impact forms of cardio. I'm not a swimmer, so that leaves me with the elliptical trainer and biking. I'm trying to keep up my regular schedule of 6 days per week of cardio, which adds up to a lot of time on a machine.

The second punch? SuperAthlete J, my workout partner in every respect, had to take a month off weight training. We recently started a new 16-week program and had just finished week 4. Badass that she is, she's doing a half iron man next month and the training schedule has gotten completely insane. There's just no room for weightlifting amidst all the 50-mile bike rides. And, while I completely understand, I also feel bereft.

She's planning to start back up again after her event, and I didn't want to be out of synch with her -- so I also dropped our program. I've gone back to my previous routine of full-body workouts every other day. They feel almost ridiculously easy after the four weeks of "5 sets of 18 reps" that SAJ and I just completed. I'm going to tinker around with them a bit to make sure I'm getting good workouts but I also don't want to ramp up the intensity too much. I'm thinking of this as a "holding" month -- I want to do enough to stay where I am, so I can be ready to jump back in with SAJ.

So yes, I'm at loose ends. It's hard to feel motivated right now, without a goal to reach for. I mostly just don't want to gain weight or lose too much fitness during this time. I know I'll lose some running conditioning and that makes me really sad. I'm consoling myself with my 10k time from last month ... that was definitely a high note to go out on. And I'm also telling myself that this is a good opportunity to get creative and explore new, non-impactful ways of working up a sweat -- all the stuff I haven't done because I've been busy running. Stay tuned on that.

I understand that I'm looking at this like I'm never going to run again. That's because I'm me -- a person who tends to see things in extremes. Maybe I'll get lucky and be able to start running again in a couple weeks, and a lot of this fretting will be for naught. Or maybe it will take longer. I just know I don't want to rush it, and I don't wait to sit around doing nothing while I wait to be able to run again. Now I've got to change my thinking, figure out some new things to work for, and get moving.